Men, I need you. I was doing so good with Herd 90. Last week, I fell out of integrity. I had gone almost 90 days without acting out lustfully and not drinking. Last Tuesday, I fell. The last week has been a struggle. I felt that I had a ton of positive momentum from doing Herd 90. I was beginning to come out of a fog and really feeling close to God, to others and to my purpose. I struggle with depression and anxiety and both of those feel like they have come back like a floodgate. I do not want to return to that place of isolation, depression and captivity. I need your help, I want to step back into strength, grace, identity and love.
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Brother, thank you for being real and bringing this into the light. That takes more strength than most people ever show.
One fall does not erase nearly 90 days of discipline, growth, and closeness with God. That wasn’t fake momentum- that was real transformation, and it’s still in you.
The enemy wants you to believe you’re back at the beginning. You’re not. You’re a man who has proven he can walk in discipline, integrity, and purpose. This is a moment, not your identity.
You’re not alone in this- we’ve got you. Lean in, don’t isolate. Stay close to God, stay close to your brothers, and take the next right step today. Not perfection-obedience.
That’s the problem with timelines… one slip makes you feel like you failed. But almost 90 days of obedience is not failure- that’s direction, that’s progress, that’s transformation.
Look back at where you were-maybe 200+ days of disobedience strung together. You’ve turned that on its head. Now it’s one mess-up, then back on it. Over time, those slips get fewer and farther between.
God never called us to be perfect- He called us despite ourselves. We are made perfect in Him.
Grace is still covering you. Strength is still in you. And your story isn’t reset- it’s being refined.
You’ve got this.
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Anthony I would love to chat with you. Give me a call if you like. Jeff. 989-390-1210
Brother, great job reaching out when you need help, That's a huge step that most men aren't willing to take. You gonna be o the round up tomorrow?
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